Enjoy the life...

Enjoy the life...
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I now live in a deliberate and thorough way. A well thought out, intentioned and orchestrated way. A disposition that comes to most of us, I imagine, at some time or another. I no longer can remember how I used to be. I like things how they are now, but also wish for things to be different sometimes. Life is like that I suppose. You can have one, not the other and the other with the one, but not the other, or vice versa and versa vice. Everything works out in the end. Well, sorta…

I understand that time is immutable and almighty, the same for everyone; but I want to grasp it and be at ease with its unsuitable effects. I wonder when and if that will ever happen. I do remember a time when I was free, and I would walk about and have these pretty little thoughts. These times come and go I suppose, with more down the road, I’m told.

Why must we always analogize life with a road anyway? Why not a field, a desert, parking lot or a stadium. A valley with peaks and plateau’s seems so much more fitting.
Life has been good to me, overall and always, and for that I thank my lucky stars.